i will take some drawing commission requests.
a Sketch wil be 15$ (Head 5$, Bust 10$, Full Body 15$)
With clean one with flat colors will be 25$ (Head 10$, Bust 15$, Full Body 25$)
with flat Shading and lighting each rates 5$ more.
background color is free
but a background art is 25$ more. (Low detailed and flat 5$ and full details 25$)
A fully detailed art, 50$ (-5$ discount)
so yeah, if you like and support me and request or donate me.
you send me paypal money here : paypal.me/spanglishorse
So yeah, Good and bad news whatsoever :
I bought the Cintiq 13HD, finally!
i bought it through Facebook marketplace, it is almost like craiglist but less creepier but my take wasn't it was delightful.
i contacted the guy who owns the cintiq, living close to my place and i sent him my video message in order to gain trust and confort, and so he did send a reply video message that "just to make sure we're not serial killers"
so yeah, i said i should come over to his place but alternatively he decided to come over my place, and so we agreed, he came with his bro-in-law and we made business, he let me install and test the cintiq, i am satisfied, and bought it for 600€ just as he asked. he talked and laughed, it was delightful.
It went super well, the cintiq works super fine and could finish the Oneyplays fan animation with flash8 :
>>> Click here to see this result .<<<
or here :
so yeah, and then i have a job, and that means i have as usual, less time to work on my animations and drawings, but i still manage to regulate.
now something long and personal :
Some people at work when they noticed my sketches and thinking i'm an artist while i work in a Social Aid company,doing chores, taking out trash, towing, transporting stuff or washing dishes everyday, asked me why i don't wanna try turning my hobby into profession, like, go to artschool, get a art degree to work in an animation company.
so answered this : look, My art skill and becoming the fulltime pro artist is a damn long and tedious way to achieve and it doesn't bring enough food and money on the table.
It just doesn't work for me ... yet.
Unless if some big named media company notice and offer me a job to work for them, i'd be very glad.
So i managed to get this job and doing my best i can, keep working get a contract time extension or better a permanent contract if i work harder and better and get paid, pay the bills, buy food and achieve my lifegoals.
So yeah, "it's what i do".
Sure, i wanna be E-famous, i tried for a long time and never got a big impact such as over 5 digits of views, followers, reputation except i got featured once on Newgrounds and small tiers of Youtubers.
I keep gaining and losing followers, and kinda makes me feel a bit happy then depressed and so on and i keep avoiding feeling bad about it and just keep posting stuff i create.
I do have a thought of leaving the internet at the age of 30. because why not ?
I tried, i did my efforts, then it never worked, i'm ignored, and made me feel sad and about to give up and move on.
I once helped some person on the internet and in return they started talking shit behind my back being ungrateful towards me for being nice, respectful and helpful.
And i still asked myself what was wrong after all this commitment ? what is wrong with them ? my only answer : they're just FUCKED IN THE HEAD. that's it.
Some people i met on the internet just lack the sense of common dencency and they just being dumb and ruining
Like some creeps like Hellbent, MetalNeck,Ladybot and SharpieSnitch i used to hang out on a discord server, theystarted talking lies about me that i'm a hoarder, a pedophile, and a fucked up human trash or something, and there is no visual proof about me.
The only crime i did was when i was 19, i did vandalism with my former buddies, breaking retrovisores from motocycle and flipping school lunch tables and playing around in an abandoned house.
Heck, I was young and full of fantasy back then until i started to grow up and do something important and fix myself without the need of therapy.
The bullshit advice that one slanderer gave me to feel better and less depressed and shit was drinking alcohol, and i told him that i quit drinking for several months and he demodded from youtube livestream chat and discord after this conversation.
Dude, my head inside, the desire of drinking alcohol is just poofed gone, i'm sober for months, i quit drinking coffee and regular coca-cola to sleep better for work, but i still can enjoy drinking a can of coke without sugar and caffeine inside during freetime, and i feel good at the time.
So yeah, i keep "backlogging" random videos on youtube as if you following me and catching up my channel. i'm just posting and publish on schedule once a weekend more videos of whatever kind i've made, such as random stupid effortless memes, animation, gameplay footage, commentary, edited letsplays with friends, ect ... all just for fun, goofs and gaffs.
so yeah, now that i have a cintiq, i can work on my unfinished animations, producing more new animations, in a style of trashtoons or khonjin, whatever, and more Comics coming up, Bob versus Alfred Issue #3 and so on, art trades, ect.
more update soon and thanks for reading.
here a little inspiration fuel song :